Yeah I am always bitching and moaning and I can't stand myself, no wonder no one else can either. So all I can figure to do is just give in to the fact that I am a pretty sick in the head individual. My wife wants a divorce my kids don't want to be around me, I have no real friends. So what do I have? My dog still likes me. I have taken another 10% pay cut that brings it to over a 25% total cut in the past 13 months. I am mounting a job search and this is a tough market, I am also going to college classes. So as I bitch a little bit more and of course no one will hear or know my desperation I will just get it off my chest for the moment. I surely didn't envision this kind of a life for me or the people I care about in life. The thought process gets cloudy and confused when you feel so trapped and like a slave to the capitalist system we are forced into.
I have for the entirety of my life worked day to day for the essentials in life, gave up on my own personal dreams for some kind of misguided duty. By me not becoming who I am supposed to be I have short changed everyone I have come in contact with. SORRY!!!! See Ya Dave
