One More Time and One More Year

I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THE SAME!!!!! I AM BORED AND TIRED!!!!!  HELP HELP HELP !!!!!!

Do I Really Want Everyone To Know What I'm Thinking?

A big title for a small question. Am I going to be totally transparent and let it all hang out there, or what?
This is not as easy as it should be and the over riding reality of not hurting others by expressing your base instincts and unfiltered thoughts and feelings can stop you in your tracks. I sometimes feel compelled to just say or do what is right there on top of my head and then I must stop and ask is this kind and productive or mean and destructive. So the filtering begins and the questioning and second guessing and the shutting off for fear of negative repercussions. Ouch, am I really me or a watered down version of what I think people want me to be? It is my unhealthy judgement of myself and all others and situations and everything that gets me in trouble. It is the wrong thought patterns and a snowball effect or worse a run away freight train. It is so true "we are what we think" and allowing uncontrolled thoughts to run and ruin your life is hell here on earth. No need for thought police but a deep need for inner peace.

Love Ya All Dave

Oh Yeah I Get It.

Thank you all oh so very much for the reality check.

New Year - New Mind

Once again another year has past and I feel like I have not advanced as much as I think I should. In the coming year I plan to think differently. I am tired of thinking small and getting small results. The person I am meant to be is still hiding inside. So no more of the cry baby stuff and none of the putting things off or worring too much about what people think of me. I am out to get where I am suppose to be, but I must remember the journey is the reward, enjoy the trip or it's not worth doing. Anyway Happy New Year I love ya all.